Check myself again and I stand
Proven to the man but sheltered
Confidence we tend to shelf and
Unexpected hunger drives me
Just shut up and stand beside me
I don?t need your understanding
I don?t need to change a damn thing

Though I?m used to have you here
It's doesn?t change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me yeah
Just turn the page and watch me grow
There?s so many things that you don?t know
About my soul
Live and die but this will not get old

Just when you think that you're down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

"Down and Out" by Tantric
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havent been on here for a while x]
but that's what happens when shit comes around xP
school started, im ready for summer.
i have a HUGE crush on this boy, but he has a girlfriend.
And i dunno if he even wants me.
he's supposed to text me after work, but i doubt he will =/
sigh.
drama is all around annoying at this point.
on a lighter note,
mommy and daddy got me a new laptop <3
and i'm going to see blink 182 wednesday. :]
but tomorrow we're gonna talk to the surgeon.
bleh.
so right now on a scale of 1-100
my life sucks